the other day someone asked me what the rest of my life looked like....
and I looked deep into my future and the scariest part was that I didn't see you in it.
I saw nights spent on bent knees with hands clasped together. Head bowed and eyes squeezed shut as tightly as possible as if the tighter they were squeezed the more meaningful the prayer tumbling out of my lips would be.
But I didn't see you
