"I think I love you too much". And it scares me because with every fight that occurs I see myself stepping further back from us and I don't want to love you less. If we never end up together and we both go our separate ways in this world I want to remember you just like this. I want to be able to capture the exact moment that I realized I love you in ways I have never loved another human being on this earth, and I want to paint that moment into a still life portrait, and once that moment is painted I will spend my days staring at it and remembering the beauty of that moment and how it completed my life. Because that was all I had ever lived for. I want to always remember you being as beautiful as you are now and if in order for that to happen I need to step back and just learn to love you from a far.
That is what I shall do.
