–noun, plural
1.
Biology. a profound change in form from one stage to the next in the life history of an organism, as from the caterpillar to the pupa and from the pupa to the adult butterfly.
2.
a complete change of form, structure, or substance, as transformation by magic or witchcraft.
3.
any complete change in appearance, character, circumstances, etc.
1.
Biology. a profound change in form from one stage to the next in the life history of an organism, as from the caterpillar to the pupa and from the pupa to the adult butterfly.
2.
a complete change of form, structure, or substance, as transformation by magic or witchcraft.
3.
any complete change in appearance, character, circumstances, etc.
Within a mere two years I have strayed far from who I once was. I've lost my way durig this journey and while taking the path I choose, I lost focus, humilty, religion, amongst many other qualities. Overall the indiviual I have become isn't an indiviual I am neccessarily proud to be. Tomorrow I officially start a 7 week chapter, like no other chapter in the story of my life. Tomorrows the first day of classes at the University of Middlesex the summer school I am attending in England. I often travel to England for a few weeks at a time and stay with my cousins but since they will be heading out of the country I am on my own. I have my own room in an on campus dorm building. Im out here with no friends, no experience in a situation like this, no expectations. It's exciting. I plan to use this trip as an opportunity to regain things that I have lost over the years. I'm considering this trip a chance at independence and to restrengthen the very traits that I once valued in myself. Seperation from all that i know and all that I have become can only help. I call this experience metamorphosis because I hope to return home a butterfly.
So I moved my stuff into my place this weekend and it was so ridiculously creepy. The walls are this icky yellow and the door is this weird ass lime green color. The light above the sink like flickers eerily instead of turning on and when I turn on the main light in my room it makes that scary movie humming sound. I feel like this room would be perfect for a killer movie.
So I moved my stuff into my place this weekend and it was so ridiculously creepy. The walls are this icky yellow and the door is this weird ass lime green color. The light above the sink like flickers eerily instead of turning on and when I turn on the main light in my room it makes that scary movie humming sound. I feel like this room would be perfect for a killer movie.
Tomorrow I begin classes. Im so nervousssss but I am also excited as hell. My class is 5 hours. From 10-3. Unless I read the schedule wrong...which would make me estatic because 5 hours is fucking ridiculous. Anywayz I better get sleep because im still on an American time schedule waking up at 4pm and whatnot out here. Nitey loves!
